I constantly stay up at night, knowing I have to go to work at 5 am, thinking really hard about life and what I want out of it. When I was a little bit younger and dumber i was the biggest hopeless romantic type of guy. Senior year of high school, freshman year of college and just work has changed my thoughts about who I truly am and I don’t like what reality has showed me. I mean I don’t want to be single nor tied down, but should I move out of this city and start new or do I stay here and make a mends with what I’m grateful for? A lot more goes through my mind like what could’ve been if something would’ve played out completely different or why has life given me miracles and disasters this past year and a half. Who knows what happens in my life next, maybe I will move or meet someone else that means the world to me or even some kind of promotion or even tragedy… It’s my life and it’s my destiny I suppose.